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I’ve been extremely busy with school, work, and church. But I haven’t forgotten you all.  God bless you all :)

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‎”Its a beautiful world out there. Some can embrace it and some will erase it. The most precious moment is watching those that were shattered and see the pieces finally being put together” -FM

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This month has been one of the hardest months of my life. Its been a mixture of feelings. From losing people closest to me emotionally, to seeing people set themselves up for failure, and trusting a man that I cannot physically see yet. What about school, work, church, family, and relationships. All at once? Wow, yea that’s quite a lot if you ask me. You could probably be going through worst than that. But let’s be real, does it really matter who is going through a worse situation? I mean not to sound selfish but just hear me out, Isn’t pain-pain? No matter what kind, its still deep within us and it pierces our very soul deeply.

That’s what I’m saying or trying to say. You see today I witnessed one of the greatest mysteries of God! How many times have we ever felt God silent or far away? I have, many times. The hardest part of living is feeling like no one is there listening to you or no one is there to support you. You loose that battle with yourself sometimes. The one thing you want is to give up and at the same time the least thing you want, is to do is give up! These mixed feelings eat you alive and tear you apart simultaneously. The one thing the enemy wants is for you to say “I can’t do this anymore” and throw the towel. 

Today I witnessed God in the making of one of His big moves! It was so amazing to see MY GOD really manifest His promises through people, through prayers and tears! I realized that when we are holding on so tight to something the number one way to really make Gods heart move, is to let that person go completely. Sounds crazy, I know. You might be asking yourself, how? Well the truth is that spiritually we tend to carry a lot of extra luggage. We let go and then we pick everything back up again. We repeat this method daily. There are things that are not our job! Yet we still cannot overcome the situation because of emotions or soul ties. 

Perfect example: I have been praying for my Father for the past 10 years. This man emotionally, mentally and spiritually abandoned me. He broke me, he ripped my heart out and put it back on the shelf many times to harden. About 3 months ago I decided to let it all go. I let him go in my heart and in my spirit. I decided I could no longer do anything for him. I can’t rescue this man who is suppose to shelter me. I have no control over his decisions. Today my Father asked me for forgiveness and it is now a new chapter in my life. I wanted to give up right before, but GOD. Now this is a victory won. I rejoice in the Lord because He is faithful and never late.

Whoever, whatever, or however the situation may be. Just let go and trust the Lord. You just don’t know the glory of God until you see Him perform His miracles. Until you see the outcome through your pain. I mean spontaneously let Him take over every situation and just watch Him be God. Watch Him manifest His Glory upon your deepest pain. He is willing to be that replacement for everything you may be feeling, in every way possible. He knows you need someone to share your heart with. He knows you and He knows it is not easy. But He wants you to run to Him! Run back into the arms of your Savior. He is waiting for you. Stay focused on your goals and those things which are above! Do not give up on Him because He has never given up on you, Be blessed <3

If there was ever a time where I was so happy for the struggle it-is-now! I’m closer than ever to my promise! I hope you’re striving for your promise too. The truth is physically we are all trying to get to that place of triumph. We may feel like its not happening or feel like were still at the same place, but there is a greater purpose than u can imagine. Today is a day where you need to think, where am I? What do I really want? Reaching our goals are a part of our daily walk. As we walk through the toughest moments of our lives, let us remember that we are never alone. The moments you feel like no one is there just know that there is a man that stands at the door. He waits for all those who are ready to knock, He opens the door and He invites us in. He fulfills ever desire, hope and dream. Don’t ever forget that your purpose is greater than you. Its bigger than you can fathom. He will always exceed your expectations. Just continue to truth Him.

Live each moment in humbleness and know that you’re one step closer to your destiny! 

Happy Monday stay blessed ♥

“O LORD, [You are] the portion of my inheritance and my cup; You maintain my lot ”(Psalms 16:5)

‎”Come on Winter! I’m waiting for you; to wear my boots already.” Enjoy every season as it comes. Whether the leaves change or not. The atmosphere is still shifting. Keep up! Happy Wednesday ♥

“And God will wipe away every tear from their eyes; there shall be no more death, nor sorrow, nor crying. There shall be no more pain, for the former things have passed away.” Revelation 21:4

On this day of your life, we believe God wants you to know … that you were created to be alive.You weren’t made to simply survive until you die. Live it up, embrace life. This entire planet exists for all God’s creatures, - and that includes you. Don’t wait to start living, begin right now, with your very next breath. There are many wonderful experiences waiting for you, so get going. 

Reinhold Niebuhr

Pain is inevitable. Many of us cannot understand the definition of pain. What is pain? Why does it hurt so much and why is it necessary? Pain is a noun; mental or emotional suffering or torment. I’ve always tried to escape pain in so many ways. We all try to avoid those motions of being uncomfortable. Pain is inevitable. We have to go through pain in order to grow. A mother who is bearing a child has to go through pain in order to grow and be molded. God knew what pain what be like and that’s why he had to send His one and only son to die. It was so that He could also suffer and experience pain. Once He overcame it, we were left with the physical part of suffering. The truth is that we no longer have to worry about the why. We have already gone through the worst part of suffering. 

I remember speaking to a young man who said “God was there for me when I didn’t need Him, but when I needed Him the most He was not there”. Can you say “OUCH”! I can only imagine what type of pain he must have endured to come to that point in his life to feel that way. I then asked him, “What can God do to make it better for you”? He then said the most scariest thing to me; “To have never created me”! I then told him, I understand that you have been hurt. Pain is inevitable. God knew that you were going to have to go through some really hard situations in life. The question is; “how many of those things that you went through, were worth it?” He responded “Most of them were worth suffering”! Ok, but what about the rest?
How many times do we suffer for the wrong ones? We end up regretting so many things and then ask why? That’s because we haven’t found the ones worth suffering for. We need to adjust a few things here and there in our lives and truly be honest with ourselves. Let us not waste any more time on; going through those motions of confusion, despair, and loneliness. When in reality they can be avoided. God did not intend for you to waste your time. He wants you to get to your destiny fully aware of what’s necessary. No matter what pain you might be going through just know that there’s one man who paid it all on the cross. You won’t have to suffer much longer. Just cast all your cares upon Him and ask yourself is this person really worth suffering for?

God bless <3